Hi.

This morning I was super pissed and angry at the same time. I shall recount on the events that happened today during English lesson.

8am: Ms Ong came into the class to start the English lesson where we were supposed to discuss in groups about the picture discussion that we have. Before Ms Ong gave out the pictures, I was staring blankly into space at Sherry's direction and then Sherry waved and said "MJ". I smiled because she knew that I had gone into MJC via DSA. J***** then said so loudly:"WHO WOULD DSA INTO MJC?" I was damn pissed. If it was a normal conversation outside class, I would straight away shout at him:"THEN WHY CAN'T I DSA INTO MJC? IS IT AN OFFENSE. I LIKE TO DSA INTO MJC SO IS IT ILLEGAL?"

Y***** was beside him and then he said:"YAH LOH. WHO AH?" If it was outside class I would shout:"THEN DO YOU THINK YOU CAN PASS THE AUDITION? DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW TO PLAY CONCERT D MAJOR? YOU THINK YOU ARE SO GOOD?"

I felt like killing these people at that time. Luckily I learned anger management since I can seriously flare up any moment as seen by what my response would be if the whole situation happened after class.

This is my decision to get into MJC via DSA. Why don't you say others? Why do you all want to go into TJC? Is it all that good? Do you know that you cannot be too complacent now? Since there's a chance to use DSA, why not use it? Do YOU seriously think that your Os would be straight A1s all the way? I'm not insulting your intelligence or anything. I'm just telling you that in the future, keep your comments to yourself, if you want to say it out, say it softer. People have feelings too you know.

If you were the one being said, would you feel comfortable? I guess not too. I seriously think your EQ level is like 50. A RETARD!

And to the other person, I don't know who you become into. You are now friends with them and you think that I'm a freak and a useless freak. Think AGAIN! You are a totally different person now. Who the hell are you now?

I don't know what happened to all my previous friends. Maybe I was wrong to know them in the first place.

I feel much happier now without them.

I have to study now...I have many feelings inside me now and I just want to shout it out!! I don't have the right to do this though in front of them.

BYE