Hi.

I have officially confirmed the sentence of "Life is Unfair". Yes. Life truly is unfair. No matter how much things you did before for the well being of people, they just don't acknkowledge you for it. I am not saying anything. Today was really the day I confirmed that sentence.

You guys doing those things for him? Is it worth it after all? Would he ever remember that you guys celebrated his 16th birthday? What would he do to thank you guys? That's a lot of questions. I just don't understand it. He could be the most annoying guy in their entire class and you guys still treat him well. Well, I must 佩服 you guys. You guys can really stand his annoyance for so long. I still remembered the time when he sat behind me and Sherry was sick. Sherry was like very stubborn to not go home because she wants to take the test and how could you say that!? You know what you said? You bloody hell said:" wah lao. sick then go home lah. come to school also useless." Yah. Maybe you are right, but your tone was super bad. Everyone has feelings you know. You were lucky Sherry didn't hear what you said. I got really pissed with you. What if you were sick and I said that behind your back? would you like it?

Then, you had once sat beside me. I scored well for Chinese CT. I had never done so well before and I just gave a look of shock and only talked to Shang Zhi. You! beside me and saying:"AI yah! don't hao lian lah." Ok! fine. I zipped up my bloody mouth. Maths paper was given out next. YOU! had scored well and were amongst the top few. Let's see what you did! YOU WERE THE ONE SHOWING OFF TO PEOPLE! let me see. If you done well and showed off a bit, I don't mind because everyone will do that once in awhile. but YOU! meant only you can hao lian and the rest of the world who does better than you cannot hao lian izzit? Must you be always at the top of the game? I think your mind is mental.

Today. they done things for you. This is practically stupid. you are so annoying and people are still friends with you. Or are they really, or could they be just the same as you. as egoistic as you? I think they are. I guess I'm just thinking too much or the heat is really getting to me. I don't think you would ever read this but if you do, REFLECT on yourself. I reflected on my stupid behaviour in the past.

if YOU! are going to continuously be this egoistic, you are going nowhere. The society doesn't have room for you this kind of person. I don't easily flare up in front of people. I just really don't understand it. I know I probably would make people go mad about me, I don't care.

Also, to my friends who don't really talk to me anymore. You know who you are. I am always trying to help you guys in your studies. You rather find others which I don't really mind but sometimes I find that I could be transparent to you guys. Only in your desperate needs would you then talk to me. I really wished that we can be like in the past again. Talking and crapping and having fun. I just hope that we were all back in Sec 1. Still being friends. Maybe, I could only be an aquantaince to you now. I don't know. Well, I knew I had no friends from this class anyway. After that incidence. But whatever. You can continue to see me as a transparent soul. At least say a Hi and Bye. That's all i'm asking for.