This post is for ngyuquan. Yes you.

First of all, I'm not going to put profanites in this post and neither am I going to scold you.

yes, ngyuquan. I knew you since Sec 1 in Secondary 1F. We became friends when I met you at the band auditions. I remembered at the 2nd audition, you went in first and thought it was bad and I went in next. I saw you at the bus stop after my audition and I told you across the street that my audition was alright. From then on, we became friends with the other band members like joelynn, meiyen, wenshee, megan, matthew, shila. We studied hard in Sec 1 and at the EOY, you done better than me and you went to 2A while I went to 2B.

In secondary 2, I find you for recess or more appropriately, you find me for recess and we will then find huimin and the rest. All of a sudden, you decided not to go down for recess anymore. I was worried when one time you fainted during flag raising. I met new friends and you met new friends too. We still saw each other in band and still have a wonderful friendship. Both of us went through SYF'07 so we knew how each other felt. We were both in the same chinese class and we laugh and laugh of all the dumb things that we do. both of us then moved on to secondary 3 and we were both in the same class.

In secondary 3, both of us went to the same class and there were others too who were our friends. In that year, you joined a clique which I do not like but you were happy there so it's alright. I did not know about many things in Secondary 3 about you so we had nothing much to talk about. but we still went out together sometimes and I still remembered the trip to Vivo with meiyen and wenshee where meiyen broke her slippers. We still had fun. Both of us became SLs and were the seniors in band. You were very stress because your section was a bit of a problem. I tried to help but then I guess I failed.

In secondary 4, we were still in the same class and we are now taking Os. Something bad happened in January and it has lasted all the way until April. At that time, no one trusted me and I knew it so I learned to change. I learned to keep my mouth shut. After band, I always leave really quickly so I will not meet you guys. Your birthday came and I guess I did something dumb again. We lost contact already at that time. Term 2 came and you had new friends like Darren, Jerome, Xuan Hong. I was just another boy sitting in the corner of the classroom, indifferent of what is happening around me. You had fun with them. Fun which I cannot give to people. You didn't come to find me anymore about homework or any queries you have but you had others to ask from.

I'm not angry with you. I'm not sad or mad. I am just a bit paranoid at times. You will still be my friend even though I don't have contact with you anymore. Secondary school life for me is like a roller coaster ride. Good luck for your Os and hope you get into the JC that you want to go. Here's an advice: Study for 1 hour and take a 15 minute break. This is what I do so that my mind would not be overloaded with information.

Bye,