Hi.
Wow. I didn't blog for almost a week but it's all right because I don't even have the time to blog. If anyone is reading this blog at all, please take note that I will not be updating this blog as often as before because my Preliminary Exams are coming and I need the time to study.
This week was sheer torture for I think the Pure Science students. Thursday is our horror day. All 3 sciences having remedial one after another until 6 plus. I guess this is how much I must suffer until O levels are over. I can handle it. I don't think it's that stressful yet because the teachers have been giving us revision papers and past year papers one after another so I think that's enough revision to do before our Prelims start.
Friday had night study and we were supposed to do 2 essays. One on Holiday and the other one I did was Fear. My essay on Holiday was still ok but I think the one on Fear is totally stupid and cliche. That's why I cannot write a narrative. I hate to write beautiful phrases and emotions just to potray something simple like a happy face.
Saturday had lessons then after that I went to find the band members and see what they were doing. After band, I went with the juniors to Budget Cafe and talk about the recent things. I miss those people. They are so funny. while walking to Budget, I saw that group again and I waved at them but guess what, no one waved back and I was like OK. It does not affect me anyways. No one likes me in the class. I'm just a freak in the class. Su'aidah was concern and she ask what was wrong but I said I can handle it and she does not have to be worried. At least I know that someone is caring enough to know that I still exist in this world. Other people include Peishi and Meiyin who also care about me.
Today, study and study....how boring but that's life. Good luck to those taking the Prelims next week. That includes the don't-wave-back-at-me-and-not-even-say-a-single-hi clique. I don't care how you treat me but I still want to wish you guys good luck because it concerns our future. I sometimes still wonder if I am invisible to you people. No point thinking about you guys. Just killing more brain cells.
loving life.
BYE
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