Hi!

It's teacher's day today so obviously, it's a school holiday. Woopee, my foot! I have to study. The weather is too tempting for an afternoon nap but NO! If I sleep in the afternoon, I don't have to sleep at night already. My body functions as if there's only a specific number of hours that I can sleep in a day.

I am seriously very tired. Last week and this week was totally horrible. I never felt so tired before in my life. I spent a minimum of 12 hours in school everyday. Dunman Secondary School is my second home I tell you. I spent more time in school then at home causing my mom to get damn frustrated at times. She can't blame me though since the school has planned the schedule out. Sometimes I wonder why we can't have the remedial in the afternoon. Why at night? Maybe they have done a survey and realized that the students in the school are usually a night person[meaning a person who studies best at night]. I guess they have it wrong since I will not concentrate at night and only can concentrate in the afternoon and morning. Well, majority wins I guess.

I really wanted to study real hard today but the weather is just preventing me from heading forward. I want to study really hard. I don't want be the person to be crying at one corner and have someone to wipe the tears off my cheeks next year. I don't want to be the person to be having tears of sadness. I don't want to regret not doing my best when I can do it right now. I think that booster session has really impacted me greatly. I know I have already got into MJC via DSA but I still don't want to have an ugly certificate. I want to get at least 5 distinctions so I would be able to receive the award during Speech Day next year. I promised Mr Lim as well.

I really hoped for the next 55 days I can really buck up and study really hard. Time does flies and now it's already September when 9 months ago, I was still saying there's still quite some time before Os. Now, there's no more time.

Here's my plans for the next 55 days:
1. Focus in night study sessions.
2. Do all my homework and do them on time.
3. Do at least 1 full length EL paper every week.
4. Work really hard.
5. Play hard, Work hard.
6. Pay now, play later.

I cannot continue being side-tracked by the thought of playing the piano or clarinet. I must really focus hard now. On Thursday going to get back Prelim results. My L1R5 is 15, L1R4 is 9. As long as I feel satisfied that my English results have greatly improved and my Humanities are getting better, I need not be that worried that I would fail but I must still work hard to get at least a B3 during Os. Still having troubles in answering short questions and situational writing.

Ok. I have to do some biology today. Bye! LoVe MuSiC!