Hi.

Wow. I didn't blog for almost a week but it's all right because I don't even have the time to blog. If anyone is reading this blog at all, please take note that I will not be updating this blog as often as before because my Preliminary Exams are coming and I need the time to study.

This week was sheer torture for I think the Pure Science students. Thursday is our horror day. All 3 sciences having remedial one after another until 6 plus. I guess this is how much I must suffer until O levels are over. I can handle it. I don't think it's that stressful yet because the teachers have been giving us revision papers and past year papers one after another so I think that's enough revision to do before our Prelims start.

Friday had night study and we were supposed to do 2 essays. One on Holiday and the other one I did was Fear. My essay on Holiday was still ok but I think the one on Fear is totally stupid and cliche. That's why I cannot write a narrative. I hate to write beautiful phrases and emotions just to potray something simple like a happy face.

Saturday had lessons then after that I went to find the band members and see what they were doing. After band, I went with the juniors to Budget Cafe and talk about the recent things. I miss those people. They are so funny. while walking to Budget, I saw that group again and I waved at them but guess what, no one waved back and I was like OK. It does not affect me anyways. No one likes me in the class. I'm just a freak in the class. Su'aidah was concern and she ask what was wrong but I said I can handle it and she does not have to be worried. At least I know that someone is caring enough to know that I still exist in this world. Other people include Peishi and Meiyin who also care about me.

Today, study and study....how boring but that's life. Good luck to those taking the Prelims next week. That includes the don't-wave-back-at-me-and-not-even-say-a-single-hi clique. I don't care how you treat me but I still want to wish you guys good luck because it concerns our future. I sometimes still wonder if I am invisible to you people. No point thinking about you guys. Just killing more brain cells.

loving life.

BYE

This post is for ngyuquan. Yes you.

First of all, I'm not going to put profanites in this post and neither am I going to scold you.

yes, ngyuquan. I knew you since Sec 1 in Secondary 1F. We became friends when I met you at the band auditions. I remembered at the 2nd audition, you went in first and thought it was bad and I went in next. I saw you at the bus stop after my audition and I told you across the street that my audition was alright. From then on, we became friends with the other band members like joelynn, meiyen, wenshee, megan, matthew, shila. We studied hard in Sec 1 and at the EOY, you done better than me and you went to 2A while I went to 2B.

In secondary 2, I find you for recess or more appropriately, you find me for recess and we will then find huimin and the rest. All of a sudden, you decided not to go down for recess anymore. I was worried when one time you fainted during flag raising. I met new friends and you met new friends too. We still saw each other in band and still have a wonderful friendship. Both of us went through SYF'07 so we knew how each other felt. We were both in the same chinese class and we laugh and laugh of all the dumb things that we do. both of us then moved on to secondary 3 and we were both in the same class.

In secondary 3, both of us went to the same class and there were others too who were our friends. In that year, you joined a clique which I do not like but you were happy there so it's alright. I did not know about many things in Secondary 3 about you so we had nothing much to talk about. but we still went out together sometimes and I still remembered the trip to Vivo with meiyen and wenshee where meiyen broke her slippers. We still had fun. Both of us became SLs and were the seniors in band. You were very stress because your section was a bit of a problem. I tried to help but then I guess I failed.

In secondary 4, we were still in the same class and we are now taking Os. Something bad happened in January and it has lasted all the way until April. At that time, no one trusted me and I knew it so I learned to change. I learned to keep my mouth shut. After band, I always leave really quickly so I will not meet you guys. Your birthday came and I guess I did something dumb again. We lost contact already at that time. Term 2 came and you had new friends like Darren, Jerome, Xuan Hong. I was just another boy sitting in the corner of the classroom, indifferent of what is happening around me. You had fun with them. Fun which I cannot give to people. You didn't come to find me anymore about homework or any queries you have but you had others to ask from.

I'm not angry with you. I'm not sad or mad. I am just a bit paranoid at times. You will still be my friend even though I don't have contact with you anymore. Secondary school life for me is like a roller coaster ride. Good luck for your Os and hope you get into the JC that you want to go. Here's an advice: Study for 1 hour and take a 15 minute break. This is what I do so that my mind would not be overloaded with information.

Bye,

Hi.

Today I had my Prelims English Oral. It was quite ok but when they said the conversation is unexpected, it is unexpected. The passage and picture was still all right but then I don't think I speak enough for picture discussion. The conversation came and the first question was:"Describe a memorable art lesson you had."

I was shocked and said about the Secondary 2 art work. I don't think I made it sound memorable. Well, I think my other questions were still alright. Second question:"What colour would you choose to represent yourself." THAT WAS UNEXPECTED! I said green!

Last question:"what do you think of painting on classroom walls?" I said advantages and disadvantages but I don't really think I said enough! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After that, I found Shang Zhi, Jerry and Raymond. Raymond wanted to finish up his Biology workbook and since I had nothing to do, I sticked around. We were at the 2nd floor, outside the Biology lab and there were 2 plastic things which was suppose to put the awards and things for display. The plastic cupboards were empty and we could open the small compartment below so we wanted Jerry to go in and we take a picture. Jerry went to buy drinks first and so Raymond said let someone try it first and we asked SZ. He didn't want to go in. I went in instead because it was kind of interesting. It was so small and the air was so still inside, it's as if I might die from lack of air. SZ took pictures with me acting like an idiot inside. Pictures next time.

Later we kept taking pictures of different people in the cupboard. There were 3 teachers that walked by and we thought they were going to scold us but instead they called us to go back in and they take pictures. We brought entertainment into their boring Fridays in school.

They went to watch HP6 while I went home after that. Incredibly, they were able to get tickets. I'm watching it tomorrow with my family! SO EXCITED!!

Ok. Enough crapping, BYE

Hi.

This morning I was super pissed and angry at the same time. I shall recount on the events that happened today during English lesson.

8am: Ms Ong came into the class to start the English lesson where we were supposed to discuss in groups about the picture discussion that we have. Before Ms Ong gave out the pictures, I was staring blankly into space at Sherry's direction and then Sherry waved and said "MJ". I smiled because she knew that I had gone into MJC via DSA. J***** then said so loudly:"WHO WOULD DSA INTO MJC?" I was damn pissed. If it was a normal conversation outside class, I would straight away shout at him:"THEN WHY CAN'T I DSA INTO MJC? IS IT AN OFFENSE. I LIKE TO DSA INTO MJC SO IS IT ILLEGAL?"

Y***** was beside him and then he said:"YAH LOH. WHO AH?" If it was outside class I would shout:"THEN DO YOU THINK YOU CAN PASS THE AUDITION? DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW TO PLAY CONCERT D MAJOR? YOU THINK YOU ARE SO GOOD?"

I felt like killing these people at that time. Luckily I learned anger management since I can seriously flare up any moment as seen by what my response would be if the whole situation happened after class.

This is my decision to get into MJC via DSA. Why don't you say others? Why do you all want to go into TJC? Is it all that good? Do you know that you cannot be too complacent now? Since there's a chance to use DSA, why not use it? Do YOU seriously think that your Os would be straight A1s all the way? I'm not insulting your intelligence or anything. I'm just telling you that in the future, keep your comments to yourself, if you want to say it out, say it softer. People have feelings too you know.

If you were the one being said, would you feel comfortable? I guess not too. I seriously think your EQ level is like 50. A RETARD!

And to the other person, I don't know who you become into. You are now friends with them and you think that I'm a freak and a useless freak. Think AGAIN! You are a totally different person now. Who the hell are you now?

I don't know what happened to all my previous friends. Maybe I was wrong to know them in the first place.

I feel much happier now without them.

I have to study now...I have many feelings inside me now and I just want to shout it out!! I don't have the right to do this though in front of them.

BYE

Hi.

This is my 50th post so I'm halfway to having a 100th post soon. Ok, randomness.

Today in school, incredibly, I do not feel like sleeping for the first time! Let's give a round of appluase to Mr Wong Chun Hong.*claps*. Recently, i had been very lethargic and I was not able to focus in class but today I could. I doubt that tomorrow I would be since there is a 3-period Biology lessons tomorrow and let's just pray fervently that she doesn't sing a lullaby tomorrow that would set everyone in the class to sleep mode.

I wanted to stay in school to study today but then there was Prelim English Orals and they were using our classroom so we weren't allowed to stay inside. Thus, I went to eat lunch with Marcus, Bk, Judaxil and Debbie before going home with the one and only Tan Mei Yin who has been my friend since P5. We talked about many things and about my DSA stuff. She also applied for DSA to MJC so I'm hoping she would get in so that I can continue seeing her in the future.

Tomorrow is the worst day of the week because there are so many subjects and also it's a very long day especially with the dreaded Science remedial tomorrow until I don't know what time but I still have to leave at 4.15 so that I can go to MJC on time. I have to sign something tomorrow at MJC.

I have to finish my Physics TYS now so BYE.

Hi.

Here's a quick post before I start studying.

I was in school today and I stayed back after school to study and also for oral consultation. Incredibly, my conversation had 13/16 so it's a big improvement from last time. While I was studying or daydreaming, I received a phone call from some number which I obviously do not recognise. I picked it up and there's a woman speaking. She asked to speak to Chun Hong so I said it's me. She said she's calling from MJC and at that time my heart was beating so fast I think it could be as fast as_________{fill in the blank]. Adrenaline pumping while I was waiting for my result. She said MJC is offering a place for me there! At that time I was already jumping around the classroom and shouting and I think the woman on the line must think I'm crazy. She asked me if I want to accept it or not and or course I said yes! So, I'm going to MJC on thursday to sign something to approve my successful application.

This is one of the best days of my life! YAY!!

BYE

hi.

It's MONDAY!! The first day of the week and also the first day of my horrible plans to study this week. I just cannot stand studying sometimes. Why do we have to study so much? It's not as if we are going to do something related to these subjects in the future. Unless you are some kind of genius or maybe some sort of person who has interest in a particular subject that you might consider getting a job related to it. Sometimes I wonder why we cannot take up subjects that we like. Why aren't we allowed to choose the subjects that we are interested in instead. Also, why do our school sometimes don't have the subject combination that we want and other subjects like Art and Music. Are we neglecting the arts now?

I don't think we should neglect the arts at all. The arts are one of the most important things in society. It's not as if you are going to speak to someone about Science and Maths as a conversation as that would most probably be dumb. The arts allows people to speak up for themselves and have their opinion on something without being bashed up by people. It's a carefree world in the arts.

I'm sorry for this rambling and randomness. Today has been a tiring day. I've stayed in school until 6pm just to slack and also I don't want to come home that early as I would be distracted by the computer which I am right now. I'm going to turn off the WiFi soon so that I won't go online and only listen to music. I have to study man. I feeling really tired but I have to be determined or else my Prelims would be screwed.

I'm going to study now. BYE..I might not post that often now, maybe?

Hi.

I never blog for quite some time already. I had been really busy these days. If I wasn't busy then there must be something wrong with me already. This is O level year so of course there would be mountains of homework. I have been studying really hard and also doing as many homework as I possibly could. Let's see what homework I had this week.

Homework for this week:
1. Physics Skill 3
2. Social Studies SEQ
3. Composition on Desire
4. Biology workbook
5. Amaths 2008 Paper 1 & 2
6. Amaths TYS

well, that's my homework. Let's see how much I had done.

Homework done:
1. Amaths 2008 Paper 1 & 2
2. Physics Skill 3

Yes, I know that's very little. I would plan to finish my composition on Desire after I've finished revising Thermal Physics. I would try my best to do my Social Studies. I planned to do it on the day she gave us the homework but then I found it quite difficult so I did not do. This kind of attitude should be banned! I must try to finish all my homework because I only can use homework as a form of revision for my other subjects as well since there's not much time left now. It's kind of sad and scary that we have so little time left and there's still so much to be done.

Wish me good luck in studying. I rested for 1 whole day yesterday. 5 days of consecutive revision and studying and homework is going to make my head burst any moment. I need a break sometimes. To all people who are taking the O levels this year, here's an advice.

DO NOT STUDY AND STUDY AND STUDY. IT'S NOT GOING TO WORK IF YOU STUDY AND MEMORISE EVERY SHIT OF THE TEXTBOOK AND NOT UNDERSTAND A SINGLE BIT OF THE CHAPTER. THERE'S A TIME FOR WORK AND A TIME TO PLAY. TAKE AN HOUR TO REST YOUR MIND.

My cousin said if you study for 3 hours, only 1 hour of the work gets into your brain. So, to all candidates, please take a break after 1 hour. This way, could you then study well. REMEMBER TO STUDY SMART.

ok. I'm going to revise my physics now. BYE

feeling faint...

Hi.

I'm feeling super dizzy. I felt this way after lunch. I thought I was having a low level of sugar because when you have a low level of glucose in your blood, you tend to feel more dizzy. I then went down to buy a packet of milo but then I guess it did not work or maybe temporarily. For the rest of the day, I wasn't as dizzy as before.

I came home and everytime I lie down and then sit up straight, my head would start spinning around. I guess this is a signal for me to have ample amount of sleep tonight. Maybe it's because I had a very bad sleep last night. I kept waking up in the middle of the night and for no apparent reason as well.

Today, I got back my argumentative essay and I have an 18/30 for it. My attempt in doing an argumentative essay worked out. I think that if I were to attempt the narrative essay, I might most probably fail because I have narrow range of vocabulary and also I would have no interesting plot to write.

I'm going to wish dear Tan Mei Yin aka Chen Mei Yin aka Mandy GOOD LUCK TO YOU for tomorrow's DSA audition. You practiced that hard and I know that you would succeed! JIAYOU..don't be nervous ok?

Ok. I think my 1 hour of computer time is running out and I don't want to face the computer screen for too long or else I might feel more dizzy. Yes, very hardworking now. Studying physics.

BYE

Hi.

I done it at last! I finally accomplished in doing all m homework. Well, almost all. I'm very elated now! I'm jumping with joy! I'm____(fill in the blank with your best description for happy!)___________! Let's see what I done today!

What I Done Today:
1. Finish Amaths TYS on integration.
2. Finish Amaths Prelim Paper 2.
3. Finish outline for English.

That's a lot of homework and I finally done it. Now let's see what I left.

What I Havn't Done YET[notice the yet?]:
1. SS SBQ on Venice
2. Amaths Prelim Paper 1[it's in school]

Yay. So practically, I finished all my homework[self-delusional]! I'm going to study Physics now. After having my Wii session with my sister, I would read my book until like half of the book is done. After that, I would try[no, I must!] to finish up my SS SBQ.

What I Would Do Later:
1. Study Physics.
2. Wii!
3. Read my book until half of the book is done.
4. SS SBQ.

and this is What I Would Do Tomorrow:
1. Rush to school to do Amaths Prelim Paper 1.
2. Study.
3. Stay in school to study or maybe consultation.

So yah. I love this schedule. I feel like a sec 1 again. Hooray! I think my determination level is rising so now I can sit on my chair for 1 hour without going to the kitchen to grab something to eat. I think I would do that after this post, I need a break after all the homework I've successfully done!

Ok. Time for my eating-break. Computer-break is gone. haha..

JIAYOU PEOPLE!!

Countdown: 28 days to Prelims. 112 days to O Levels. Always remember Mdm Lim's 'speech'!

BYE

Hi.

Havn't been posting frequently due to the fact that I was just too lazy to type. Let me start by writing about friday.

Friday:
I had O Level Chinese Oral. I was super nervous until I forgotten what I wanted to say. The topic was relatively easy but I don't think I gave enough points. went back to class for Biology remedial and Mdm Lim was over there reprimanding the class. I think what she said was right. At 430, it was actually the time she was suppose to dismiss us but because she havn't finish going through the workbook, she wanted to continue. She started scolding us again saying she has never seen a batch of students complaining to go home. I think she's right too. People! it's O level year. Yes, there's a time for us to relax but since the teacher is there and willing to sacrifice her family time for us, we should actually cherish it and use the time wisely. Due to this, I started to wake up at last. It's really the time to start revising and paying attention and doing all your homework. I must act like when I was in Secondary 1 again.

Saturday:
Yesterday, I went back to school and do Biology practical. The whole table was infested with ants after the experiment was over and so me and meiyen left that table and sat somewhere else. This is the consequence of using food during expreriments. Both of us made a mess. After that, I went with Joe, Jerry and Calise to the coffeeshop and eat brunch. Sihui joined us later. They then bought the cake and we went to T1 with Jerome, JiaHui, Yuquan, Paul, Darren, XuanHong, LiJin to celebrate JiaHui's b'day. It was kind of a windy one. :)

After that, after they ate lunch, we went to SAFRA and play pool. This is my first time playing. Jerome taught me how to place the cue on my hand. I think that now he's not that bad, just that sometimes I cannot stand him. Yuquan was right then. Then later, after playing pool, I went home and Jerry and Joe went to Calise's house.

went for dinner and came home...

Now, I am downloading the new software for the iPhone. the file is super big so it's taking some time to load. I wanted to finish my prelim paper for Amaths today but I have no idea where is my paper 1. Thank god tuesday starts school late so at least I have some time to finish it or at least half of it.

Ok, I want to do all my homework now. BYE>

嗨！

今天我就用华文来写吧！

我知道有一点无聊。没关系啦。

今天到学校真闷啊。早上差一点睡着了。我真的非常累啊。早上，美因问我她应不应该用DSA。我跟她说她应该但是她还是绝得她在浪费自己的时间。但是最后都是她的选者啊。

下午应该是有数学的补课的，但是因为明天我班里有三十多人有华文O水准口试所以老师取消了。我感得非常开心。我不用把我整个下午都是被数学补课拿走。哈哈。

我就陪了Joe和Jerry两人去吃午餐。说了一些搞笑的事。吃完了，就走了一回儿才回家。在巴士站里看到我的妈妈，阿姨和邻居。她们刚刚从超市买完东西。现在我在家里温习数学。等一下我才温习一下我的口试。

明天应该是有补课的。是从四点半到六点半。我还决的还可一啦因为我只要留下三个钟头因为明天我没有考口试。但是老师换了时间！她换到六点到八点。我现在非常的气。那对最后七个人真的是不公平。我门明天还有准备一下口试啊。难道她不知道我们班的口试分成两个组吗？我在想我明天应不应该去补课。她可能要教新的东西，但是我也不想去因为有一点太晚了。真的伤脑筋啊。

好了。我也应该回去温习功课了。再见！